(Written in September of this year)
I‘m sitting in a cafe in Paris, wrestling with my mind that says I should be writing here and doing other “work.” It turns out I’m not so good with mixing work and play. But you know, the play inspires the work and on it goes. And when I’m not trying to straddle the doing with the being here and now, it all flows (even though a voice inside warns of inevitable laziness that is always about to ensue).
So I’ll trust that. And so I’ll not worry about the doing.
Instead I’m in Paris with my sister. I’ve been sleeping in (well sort of), walking lots, eating and drinking in the city. With my tastebuds, yes, but with my eyes, my nose, with my whole being. I’m savoring. Savoring the city, the people, the energy, the moment.
And the time. The very special time with my sister. I’m in my late 50’s and my sister is more than 10 years older…and having lost my parents a while ago, another sister about 6 years ago, I know how treasured this time is.
So when thoughts like “spending too much money!” and “what are you accomplishing?” arise, I’m consciously letting them recede (I’ve learned not to believe myself) and shifting toward other thoughts. Thoughts like…
How lucky am I? I’m in Paris, sharing my favorite spots, with my sister. How lucky am I to even have favorite spots in Paris? And to live three hours away by train? (I live in Basel, Switzerland)
We’ve had a magical four plus days, including the most complex tasting cocktail I’ve ever experienced (https://www.vinsdespyrenees.com) and a “surprise menu” at Le Reminet (https://www.lereminet.fr/en/). Oh and we shopped just a bit…at my favorite store, at the Sunday Flea Market, and more.
I’m full and happy. Full of food, wine, with a new piece of clothing that I could say I spent too much on, but instead I’ll say is my best souvenir from a fabulous trip.
Here’s to moments of joy inspiring your work and all of your life. I notice I finally got inspired to write my first post, not by hunkering down and doing it, but by not.
Yes. This is the life I have, I choose, and it is ok. Actually it is good.
If you’re so inclined, would love to hear about anything, big or small, that you do joy over. 😊